i fell for you so hard. when you asked for my number. when you wrapped your arms around my waist. when we watched the stars and moon at 1am. when i watched you smoke and open up to me. and now, you’re back with your ex and i wanna die.

We crossed paths, went on a date, got to know each other, back to strangers. Truth is I still like you but never got the chance to say anything. Your with her now and it breaks my heart. Whats worse is, I have to see your face across from me everyday in history class, happy and inlove.

He started flirting

and we started talking

and people started to realize

and I thought he and I could be something

and then she decided to like him again

and I look so immature compared to her

and everyone knows that he loves her

and everyone knows that she loves every boy

and everyone knows they fucked last night

and everyone knows I threw up all over the front yard

and he knows I tried calling him for help

and he knows he was too busy with her

and I know he’s gonna start talking with her

and I know there is no chance I can compete

and no one knows I’m breaking….

I act as if I’m not interested, but truth is, I am. I like him. Now I’m afraid he’ll stop trying because he thinks I don’t like him.